What Color Is The Rain You See?

Pitter patter, pitter patter,
The droplets of rain
Race down the sloped roof
And then take a big jump
Into the existing puddle
Of stagnant water
That has set up a
Permanent base
Right next to the
Wall of the house;
I sit by the window
Closest to the puddle
And count the droplets
Falling before they merge
Into imminent stagnation;
In my mind,
The raindrops are
A dirty red color,
Resembling the blood
That flows not in my body,
But the one that stains
My thighs on the days
When I am considered
Even less of a human
Than I already am
For the sheer reason
That I am a woman;
In my mind,
The dirty red raindrops
Race their way from
The slopes of my thighs
Before they jump into
The imminent stagnation
That causes my existence
To be banned;
In my mind,
Rains and raindrops
Will forever be red
Until the day it
No longer rains.
//NaPoWriMo, Day 4