Hide and Hide

It's too "peopley"
Outside today
Let me crawl
Back to my shell,
I tried, I really did,
To be fierce,
To prove that I, too,
Am like a tigress,
Strong enough to
Tear everyone apart,
But today, I would like
To drown in the ocean
Of my precious tears
Today, I would like
To hide in my thoughts
And blame myself
For whatever it is
That went wrong;
Tomorrow, no matter
How "peopley" it is out there,
I will tear my shell apart,
And step outside
So there's nowhere
For me to hide
And someone to
Show my strength to.
- NaPoWriMo, Day 12